hellooo! i should do a proper update! im feeling so awful, my throat hurts like maaaaadd and my legs are achy! today cheryl and i decided to try out the dance class at ymca, hiphop to be specific. and we thought it would be like the one at jitterbugs, but turns out...it was far from that. we ended up laughing non stop because firstly, we were so inflexible that each time we stretched, it felt like our legs were gonna snap. and secondly, the instructor made us do situps and pushups for warmups, and cheryl just burst out laughing, which i couldn't help but follow suit cuz she said it was like going for mass pe. anyways, the dance moves were really weird, alot of jumping here and there, and the music wasn't even nice! anyhoo, it was free so can't really expect much!

anyways, dear tommy is going away for a really long time! :( i don't know what i'll do!

oh and cheer up hannahhhh! don't do stupid things ahh! don't go and uhh get back or something!

helloo this is the cake that tommy got me to celebrate my belated birthday proper! i told him once that when i was really young like 6 years old, I wanted a mickey mouse cake for my birthday. so i told my mum, but when she went to bengawan solo a day before my birthday, they said they wouldn't be able to deliver the mickey mouse cake in time. so we went round looking for another mickey mouse cake everywhere but couldn't find one and because it was getting late, i got a ninja turtle cake in the end (which the boys in my kindergarten oogled at after that!). and so that's the story and cuz of that he got me this cake! haha! pretty sweet huh?

haha and that's him peeing! hurhur, kidding!

sunday night dinner at fosters english rose cafe! (pork chop, above, was shaped like a heart!) the food wasn't too bad, they had live music, and I think we saw Jonathan Leong from Singapore Idol. I didn't really know until tommy told me. anyway happy holidays! (:

i stood at the bus stop behind wheelock today, just waiting for all the cars to whiz past so i could cross. and at that moment, i felt like maybe if i just dashed out onto the busy road, maybe everything would be resolved.

i am,
terrified of all things,
frightened of the dark.
i am.
you are,
taller than the mountains,
deeper than the sea.
you are.

can i still come running back?

can you see what i see? or is this just me feeling this way?
im not used to saying what i think.
and neither do i know how to handle these.
beause things just keep repeating themselves over and over again.

it doesn't pay to be kind! don't ever be kind to any mother that resembles mine in character. she's the most ungrateful soul ever! i decided to be nice and initiate to bring my mum to vivocity today cuz my sis's out of town and no one's gonna be home to accompany her anywhere, but guess what. right after we get back, she screams at me for the slightest thing. using my handphone. and i only had to use my handphone because the freaking housephone line was spoilt and there was no other phone to use. and she, being very unappreciative and possibly finding a matter to argue with me about, said that using the handphone brings radiation and i should put down and what not when i had only used it for like what, 20mins? so damn unreasonable. im not going to talk to her for one day!

oh my u know i like intro-ed tommy cake mania like today! and he got hooked onto it so instantly! and now he's at like the circus stage, i dunno what that is! but i do know im kinda sick of it cuz i keep losing! :(

and can you still love me
when you can't see me anymore

hello i found a new purpose in life everyone! go play pizza frenzy!! ((: normally by the time its 1230 am im in bed already but until i found pizza frenzy...it's 1am and im still so hyped up about playing it! it's seriously addictive! go try!! and uh it keeps my mind off things i realised!

sighh i dunno lately things aren't working out too well. but i hope it'll pass by really fast and yeah.

my first halloween! (: