hello hello. mari said i haven't updated in a long while so here i am. so today i kinda skipped polo pe, and sat around and talking to mari and did nothing much. these few days i've been significantly troubled by some shit, which i hope will clear up by tomorrow. n i was seriously irritated by someone who turned off her phone in school today and i couldn't contact her when i needed to discuss seriously impt things with her. oh and yes i hate making decisions. i hate it when people say things like if u go den i go la. if u dun go then i won't go. or things like u make the decision la k. it's so annoying when you're not even bothering to discuss whether to go for it and you're simply leaving me to make the decision on my own. so i've decided we shall all not go since no one wants to give their opinion on things, so that's alright, if u wanna go but din say then that's just too baad! oh and i dunno how to help a certain friend. i feel so angry with the person that the person did something like that, but yet i pity the person. i think that sometimes you do have to be steadfast and be more sensitive. i feel so angry knowing about certain things cuz i know it's not right and yet i dunno how to advise that person. and u know the thing i said i was troubled about and i hope it'll clear up by tmr? well yeah i feel so conflicted about that too. i feel like maybe it'll be a form of pressure release or maybe people will just talk after the whole thing happens, which is what i really hate. okay i guess i can't do anything much about everyone that im irritated with. o wells.

hellohello. seeing things turn out like that makes me lose a little of that faith in me. i don't know. some people are just so despicable as to do such a thing, and the worse thing is the world thinks she's angelic. i think she just brings down the reputation and name of her school. disgusting disgusting.

heyhey!the weekend has been not too bad.stayed home on sat and completed some overdue stuff like eom.and sunday was another tommy day! went out to study at coffee club, and cheryl came by for a while to show me her new haircut (she looks the same actually!) and then we chatted for a while, updated each other on stuff, and after a while she left to meet wanlin! i miss being in the same school as cheryl, miss having someone who shares the same sentiments as me about people and things. :( anyway after studying at coffee club for 3 hours, the waiter came to tell us that they dun allow studying there, uhh after we studied there for 3 hours. hmm yeah so we shifted, went to starbucks for a while, the strawberries and cream drink is very yummy, go try! :D well then we got bored, went off to to cine, and we couldn't decide what to do, so we ended up pressing different elevator levels and spent like 5 mins in the lift deciding where to go, when finally we decided on..arcade!played 2 rounds of daytona, and got totally owned by tommy tan! hmphhh! well and fyi, 2 rounds of daytona is worth 2 bucks! i dunno but that's quite ex to me! and then we went down to kfc, where tommy relieved his days of eating zinger and cheesefries after school with the rest! fatttening stuff! haha then it was dinner w my parents and im hereeee! okay i should go shower and watch michael buble! oh yeah my parents are fans of michael buble! how very hip! :D

long tiring school day, but burger king and funny shots made everything better! (: BUT i can't bring myself to ask you about the whole thing again, and i don't know why. i feel like there has been injustice done, but im like gonna take it lying down even though i don't want to. why can't i just say it. it just seems so difficult.


oh and i wish my mummy would be nicer, then things will be more fun!

late night talks outside taka makes me think, and yet feel all fuzzy at the same time!



no one said you'll be so beautiful


and to my dear cheryl! cheer up! (:

hellohello. the usual has been going on. school, homework, council, late nights. well it has gotten a little better with class gathering at junqi's, an entire night spent out of the house, national day celebrations, watching the fireworks, going to my sis's friend's shop at haji lane. yeapp has been quite fun!

im not so good with words, but this is what i have to say. i somehow just can't see how i've become so overwhelmed with things. there will be times when i think you just don't understand what i mean when i comment on things, but these are things that i really see beyond and feel. or maybe everything's just out of place?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNQI!

haha 8 weeks more to promos, kinda scary, especially since everyone has started studying. and i realised that i actually did quite badly for terms, i thought everyone got about the same grades as me, so i wasn;t that bad. but it turns out that other people actually did extremely well enough to get like all Bs, and Cs. so i gotta buck up. alot of things to juggle though, gotta see how i am gonna manage everything else. thank God for national holiday next week, imma gonna cancel all outings and stay at home and study!

well well, the only thing exciting coming up is class bbq, and lunch next week!

oh and my dear minxin! please don't worry about touchrug trials! im sure you'll make it alright! and even if u dun haf a cca, it's actually a blessing, it's better than ending up like me, having a good cca, but busy like shit without any time for myself. but anyway! don't worry and we must meet up soon soon soon! ((: