hello hello. mari said i haven't updated in a long while so here i am. so today i kinda skipped polo pe, and sat around and talking to mari and did nothing much. these few days i've been significantly troubled by some shit, which i hope will clear up by tomorrow. n i was seriously irritated by someone who turned off her phone in school today and i couldn't contact her when i needed to discuss seriously impt things with her. oh and yes i hate making decisions. i hate it when people say things like if u go den i go la. if u dun go then i won't go. or things like u make the decision la k. it's so annoying when you're not even bothering to discuss whether to go for it and you're simply leaving me to make the decision on my own. so i've decided we shall all not go since no one wants to give their opinion on things, so that's alright, if u wanna go but din say then that's just too baad! oh and i dunno how to help a certain friend. i feel so angry with the person that the person did something like that, but yet i pity the person. i think that sometimes you do have to be steadfast and be more sensitive. i feel so angry knowing about certain things cuz i know it's not right and yet i dunno how to advise that person. and u know the thing i said i was troubled about and i hope it'll clear up by tmr? well yeah i feel so conflicted about that too. i feel like maybe it'll be a form of pressure release or maybe people will just talk after the whole thing happens, which is what i really hate. okay i guess i can't do anything much about everyone that im irritated with. o wells.