this is the earliest that i've gotten home from school. pretty amazing. these few days have been pretty much boring. lectures and just sitting around the voiddeck/cafe. got to know hannah and cherilyn better these few days. and a whole lot of other random people that i meet on the way. i guess it's good.

RANDOM:
i just thought of how we randomly met the losers that day. was rather hilarious how people can just walk off like they were ashamed of something. i wanted to too at first, but i was like, wth, we haven't done anything wrong. oh wells i dunno why i suddenly thought abt that.

anyway it's weird. no cca cuz hockey hasn't actually started.

it's even weirder to see that person in school. i don't think so much about things anymore, but sometimes the distant memory comes back. and then suddenly im at a loss again.

i keep thinking, if you don't care, then why should i? but ultimately at the end of the day, i care. and in doing so, i feel mentally and emotionally weaker.