im gonna need a whole lot more courage that i expected, to overcom alot of things. i guess i never expected things to turn out that complex, but i guess i have to keep thinking positively now.

well on a lighter note, met up with cheryl today and we kinda skipped an hour of econs tuition to go to macs and talked talked talked. quite relieved to get stuff that's been inside me all week off, i guess i really miss sc days where things were much simpler, people were nicer in so many ways, less conniving, and situations were not so complicated. oh and i saw my dearest yaoqi today! she was with anabelle and uh, they were looking for carrie chong at heeren to get hollaback crew tickets? hahaha so odd! but really din expect to see her! the last time i met up with her was like cny, when i popped by when i was around the vicinity to check out her house! i miss her so much!! i should go back one day!

school's been quite a bore lately. tests are coming up. i need to mug alot moreee. i guess i am finding out alot more about other people too! and seeing moments of truths here and there! at least i know now. hahhaa!

aaand i desperately need to meet up with yak for dinner/lunch/whatever! i need to rant and know what's been going on in her life, and talk about everything and anything cuz i haven't seen her in ages!

i missed talking to hannah this whole week though! thank God tempest is over! (: