im really seriously thankful that the week is finally over! it's only been four schooling days but it seems like eternity! it has been another mad rollercoaster ride of emotions again! i have no idea why but almost everything seemed annoying to me that i actually feel bad for being so angsty! well and yeah classes are really speeding up, more assignments, more tests, things are kinda settling down into place, which feels really weird after slacking for 3-4 months after the o's. i need to get going on alot of things!

on a lighter note, good friday's finally hereee! i think i can finalyl sleep late without worrying what time i have to get up, and sleep until as late as i want! oh and i had an awful nightmare last night. but the weird thing is, it just faded out and i started to dream about something else. like i din wake up with a start because of it. too much anxiety i think.

and dear char is coming back soonnnn! can hardly wait to meet up with her and then we can go out w yak and laugh alot, like the time when we went to yak's house and hung around the kitchen eating everything we could find and talking and laughing about alot of random things! i dunno how to say this, but it was honestly unrestricted and genuine!

please don't lie.

anyways don't you realise that our favourite songs are always songs that we relate most to? songs that bring out the hidden emotions in us that we've always felt but never told anyone before? and songs that link to the saddest/happiest moments of our life that makes the deepest impression on us. well yeah i dunno i just thought of that somehow today.