i came to quite an important realisation today, well okay maybe not to you, but it is to me. and i guess.. i just wanted to tell you about it. but i kinda guessed perhaps it wasn't the right time cuz i know how you feel, and i don't blame you surprisingly, cuz i know how it's like to feel that way. so i guess i pretty much held back what i wanted to tell you. i'll save it for another day, maybe then you'd be more ready to accept it.