terms in less than 2 days time. and i dont like the feeling of taking exams. sitting in the hall of straight rows of chairs and tables, the eerie silence, the mad scribblings, the feeling of knowing that everyone else probably knows more about the topic than you do, and finally handing up the script, not knowing whether you've actually survived it. and then walking out, comparing answers, and (hopefully not) feeling shitty that you didn't get the same answer as everyone else. so tell me why im only waiting for it to pass quickly and i am not a bit anxious about things??

ahh i dunno. this hols has been not too bad, although exams were at the back of my mind nagging. but at least i could still go out on the pretext of study dates. after terms, and maybe then things will be better.