how long am i going to keep this image up? it's really doing me some good to be more discipline and stay away from doing temptations, but im really not used to living up to expectations. how how how. i knew i should have quit back then! i always knew there was this weird something that was nudging me to just quit! i should haf just followed my gut feeling and do what makes me happy! now im really doing things for the sake of it! :/