i can't believe i ended school at 2pm, there wasn't anyone to go out with, so i came home and had piano! and the day after that passed soooo slowly! took a seemingly long nap and here i am, online, and really, there is no one to talk to online! where has the world goneee toooo! sighhh!

(oh the stuff below doesn't concern my classmates! just in case cuz u guys always complain about my entries!)

anyway lately alot of things have been happening. things that i don't say out loud. i don't know. all these insecurities, even if it is over the slightest things. but then again, i think sometimes it's not about how small matters seem, it still bears that kind of weight on you. you see, all these minor people you say that they don't matter. but they do, because each of them could mean a repeat history of whatever happened earlier.

i don't know. im like seeing through things that i find very odd, but yet i can't seem to find someone who looks at things the same way as me. well i find that it's very cruel to only care and bother about someone if he's of a certain status. just one slip and everything is lost. everything. it is that harsh, ironically, we practise what we said we would abstain from. and funny how no one brings up anything about the whole matter. just heartless and cold.

oh wells. there's only so much i can do in everything.