learning to accept things. i know i must have faith and realise His's plans for me eventually. maybe it really ain't that bad anymore. i'll just be praying that i get to stay in ac. ((:

breakfast this morning with my family at cafe cartel. quite amazing that everyone managed to get out of bed and leave the house by 9.30am. breakfast was yummy! french toast, omlette, sausages, bacon and a muffin! the food there's really worth it! got back home and baked after that with my sisters! haha our first time trying to use the oven to bake so we didn't really know how to operate it initially. but the brownies turned out not too bad eventually! maybe i should try it on my own and bake for the class one day.

oh and stupid mr aw made me sign a contract to acknowledge that i know what homework i have. said i'll eventually forget to do when he sees me the next time round. rawrs!

oh went out ytd with mox eli wan and cheryl after results. i know, my bad. and i apologise for everything. it wasn't meant to turn out like that. sorry. i'll try to make it up to you all!

verbal vomit last night. many things that weren't meant to be said. but it's like an accumulation over the months of many many many things that made me realise what kinda mindset i wanna have. i guess sometimes we realise things that others don't. and we just keep it to ourselves cuz we're afraid what we say might cause a disapproval from the rest. yeah that's exactly how it is.

i spilled out everything today. despite saying i wouldn't tell my results. ooh gosh. im like seriously lousy when it comes to these kinda things! but i know you'll never understand.

dinner later. my family apparently wants to celebrate the good results, but honestly, i don't think it is anything great. shall go catch a nap or i'll be damn sleepy later.