im so bloody annoyed by someone's indecisiveness! everything was all so happy and rosy, and then nowww!!!! someone chooses to be fickle! and then now it's like my fault that you have to go, and i feel kinda guilty about it somehow. and as it is, i wasn't feeling hyped up abt it, and now that you're doing this, i feel even worse than ever! i just knew things would get this bad!

okay i dun feel like saying anything else. i think everything will just come out negative.