okay i shall do a really quick update before heading off to shower. okay so WEDNESDAY! went to sell tickets at tkgs. shiyan was damn funny, oh wait, correction so funneh! she wanted to take a picture of the greenery at tkgs! walked around and tried to sell my tickets to the lower sec peeps but in the end only one girl bought, and all the rest said they had cca on that day or sth. sat around and slacked in the tk canteen. den left for town and took neos with the rest. damn hilarious la, like they keep making fun of shiyan's height and 8 of us cramped into one neoprint!
oh and my classmates now know abt my little secret, but it's good cuz they can help me out a bit i guess. ahh but i think some things will never be meant to be. mmm! it was far east kfc aft xcountry. that was honestly damn funny! the things people do and say, and sometimes it's just watching my classmates' reactions and facial expressions that really crack me up. i think it's good that every class outing, there'll always be something to laugh at/with.

so today, hmm i actually felt damn guilty for skipping shooting trg to go to holland v. oh man, i think i honestly need more discipline! much much more discipline! managed to check out the funfair prizes, honestly, i think the stuff at party w us ain't cheap, and a bit overpriced. but oh wells. bk for late lunch. daidee and bridge after that. bridge was sucky. haha i think whoever partnered me was probably damn exasperated cuz i was kinda clueless on what to do. left at abt 7 for home. damn early. one of the earliest nights of the week.

o results tmr. i really dunno. like im damn scared, and i honestly have no real indication of how i did because it happened really way back then. and i think i wanna leave things up to God. like i think i should trust in Him and all that. but i think i cannot help feeling nervous all the same.

but i do know there's one person that i wouldn't wanna tell my results to. and i think it is justified to do so. hmm.

i think im really growing to like my class alot. not that i never did in the first place, but spending time with them always makes me smile and laugh alot! like everyone's so unique in their own special ways, and they aren't like superficial or anything. i think i am really damn thankful for such a great class.

hmm yeahs. okay shall get off.