in summary. fortminor was fun. the concert wasn't too good, but the company was definitely good. i just realised how guys can be so much more immatured than girls, and the crazy things they do!

i dunno why but somehow i find that no matter how well things are going, things of the past always comes back. and then im afraid to face the present, cuz im scared i'll end up anticipating and having higher hopes only to find them dashed and fall even faster than ever. it's like being afraid of going through the same thing that i went through during o's.

i still wish sometimes to mean more to you and that you'll at least let me know what's going on in your life.