i realised i always think about a lot of things in depth, and then it gets to me cuz i always end up thinking of the worst outcome. that's where most of my energy goes to in school, thinking about senseless things! ridiculous right!

so today was an ultra slack day. i know i shouldn't have, but i ponned history AGAIN! im gonna like suffer the repercussions sooner or later, im gonna be lagging behind so much that it'll be as good as a 2nd intake person not taking history during first 3 months. ahhh i hope i really made the right decision of taking it for a's! i hope i can like cope with it and get a B at least! or else, i really dunno how! i hope i won't hafta camp everyday outside mr ngoei's office asking for help for history!!


ahh so anyway im just uh sitting here, waiting. uh yeahhh.