things are really starting to look a little bad, and maybe for once i am not hallucinating or thinking too much. hearing stuff that i fear will happen, and yet knowing i should have more trust. but i cannot help it when i know how it feels like, to feel shattered and torn apart. because i've been there, been through it, know what it's like to burn inside.. and i fear it might just happen again. what if she was right? what if i just went ahead despite knowing? is it still possible to crash and burn? this should resemble a path to happy endings. it SHOULD, because im placing my all into it. and i hope you will too.