hello. im a very bored person whose too lazy to do my homework. all im doing now is waiting for the hours pass so that i can go for dinner at prego where they serve very exquisite dessert wine! sadly, the honeymoon period's nearly over, the work load has already started to pile up and i have to start catching up on everything that i've missed. i still dunno what subjects to take, especially whether to drop history. i really like history cuz it's so interesting but a very subjective subject as well. hmm subjective subject sounds kinda wrong eh? and i dunno if i should take a science subject, like maybe physics as h1, i think i ain't too bad at it if i put in some effort to understand but i think it'll be really dry to study as well. i only have up till this monday to decide so i've got to be a little more snappy!

im gonna miss everyone whose gonna leave 1aa4. especially those whom i won't see on monday! :(:( rebecca, amirah, keith, lynn and justin. i think i never did expect 1aa4 to be this bonded. somehow good things never last. and i want everyone to get into their jcs that they want!!

i think i have to admit that sometimes i am very afraid. a part of me wants to go out there and experience it and yet another part wants to run further away. it's the disappointments and letdowns that may come that keeps me on guard all the time. what if i was right about you? what if you are really materialistic and image conscientious? what if you turn out to be everything i was afraid of?


things should just go slower.