VESAK DAY! was the day i met up wiht mox and cheryl! it's been a while since i actually sat down and had a proper talk about things that have been going in our lives! it's funny how we hardly see each other nowadays, but each time we meet up, they'll always be something for us to talk about. it's like time and distance isn't a factor to make us drift. so it was lunch at fish and co. i kinda made them wait for me quite long cuz i tot i was meeting them at 1.30pm, but it turned out to be 1pm so i had to rush down. went to shop and look around zara! haven't been there in ages and they have so many nice stuff! saw this pretty green skirt that im considering of getting once i get my allowance! it'll look so beach like!

after that i kinda had to cut short my meeting with mox and cher to get down to cityhall mrt by 3pm. hmm saw many familiar faces here and there. sat at mrs fields for a while and talked crap, and we had a session of baseless and lame accusations, but it was all fun! then we headed back to town again to search for a wallet! the guess wallet was really nice, but there wasn't anymore new pieces at both the paragon and taka outlet. i have a feeling there's another guess outlet but i just can't think of where else. hmm maybe marina sq has one too! so anyway had to cut short my meeting again, and go off for mothers' day dinner at some jap restaurant for buffet! the food wasn't too bad but i was kinda sleepy to take notice anyway!

hmm just had council stuff in the morning. didn't go too badly. hmm.

i don't really like it that my mum's been trying to exercise control over a lot of things right now. like she insists i go for the other econs tuition cuz i missed today's one cuz of council. as in i don't really see the point because it's just one lesson, and going for the tuition is like going for additional lecture. im not gonna benefit that much actually, im just going to be up to date with stuff, which i can read up when i have the time. hmm but i think the more you try to control, the more i feel like rebelling. it isn't gonna work this way.

sometimes i know that after all the fun you have, at the end of the day, there's just this part of me that still feels like something is missing. it's like you know that you have your group of friends for company and all, but sometimes i think that's just not really enough. the familiarity maybe just isn't all there yet, and then you just start feeling nostalgic thinking back on sec sch days.

i don't know. but it's been a really long while.