what if i said what i was thinking
what if that says too much

went down w council to support the rugby match. it was pretty fun, never really got to see the game played upfront since we always sit at the bleachers and the view there isn't exactly clear. well i think they played pretty well, or maybe it's just cuz we were up against nanyang. stood at the bus stop after that waiting for my mum to come and pick me and i had sooo many mosquito bites that i was so irritated! and then got home and lazed around and then he called and talked to him for a while before he went off to study!

hmm i think sometimes it's more of compromising, rather than just hoping that everything else would be rosy. i guess sometimes i don't speak my mind cuz i think that would bring implications. but then again not saying how i feel makes me feel uneasy, so i guess i shall just do it in moderation. sometimes it's not about not trusting. it's like even if you trust, you'll still worry somehow. it's uncalled for worrying but it still happens anyway. i should just take things a little easier right?

i guess im no longer affected by things that used to have a great impact on me. so that's just good, i don't need to put on this front, cuz this is exactly how i feel.