finally back! i went sinwen's gigantic house today and it was pretty fun! she has the entire season 1,2,3,4 of one tree hill and im so envious cuz she gets to watch it everyday!! anyway we watched season 1 on her sister's laptop, and then she taught me how to make french toasts! :D haha okay i don't really know how to cook, so learning that is quite a big thing! oh and she's like so high class la, she uses the fork and knife to eat the french toast, and she drinks lipton tea to go along with it! and when it came to making me a cup of coffee, she frosted the milk like what they do at starbucks!after that, i took a long bus ride home. it's been a pretty long while since i took that route, bukit timah to my house. i used to take that route home every day after school back in sc days and today i was quite contented relieving those days! anyway i reflected on alot of things. i realised how reliant and demanding i've become, how some things have actually changed me in terms of character and integrity for the past one year. i've become so much more easily influenced and more willing to give in to people. and maybe because of how much i give, i expect alot in return and that's really a mistake in thinking that way. alot of times, i compromise on alot of what i used to think is right. and other times, you just lose the way and you don't know where to head back. on other occasions, which is right or wrong doesn't seem to matter anymore, just as long as you have him.