hello i havent' been updating much, just that my grandfather passed away. i think it's pretty saddening that he is no longer around. i mean im not really close to him but when my aunt brought up the fact that he wouldn't be around to make new year cookies next year, i just felt really sad. i mean he's like a distant figure, yet he is afterall my grandfather and he did make an impact on my life.

well i've got a few more days to be there at the funeral! so till then!

hello you. i've missed you for a long time. do you feel the same way that i do? or is it just me that feels too much? how much is too much anyway? are you still there? i have so much to say but im so scared it'll be difficult. the funny things you feel that makes all the insecurities evident.